An editor I'm told choose not to print the following letter that was eventually sent to me, about Lakewood's Chinese Auction.
Ehrlichly written with the beloved Yeshiva's welfare in mind, it eloquently states what people all over are saying:
December 21, 2005
21 Kislev, 5766
Dear Editor.
I write this letter with a sense of confusion. Indeed I have tremendous regard for the Mosad HaTorah whose name is synonymous with Torah and Mesiras Nefesh for learning. I know that everything the Roshei Yeshiva and the Mashgiach Shlit”a espouse, represents mesiras nefesh for Torah and the espousal of the words of Chazal, to live with meager means and realize that our existence in this world is only temporal.
But the mixed signals I am receiving after opening this morning’s mail leaves me with a desire to speak out.
Ah! But to who?
Gossiping in shul is clearly the wrong approach. I do not want to hear the feelings that I have expressed in a sarcastic manner, or in a way that may chas v’shalom denigrate out beloved Lakewood, but it may happen.
Unless someone speaks clearly and rationally and a definitive response is offered to the public, people will gripe in an inappropriate manner. I do not want to write this letter. I am too small to criticize anything that comes from the world’s greatest Mokom Torah and I say that in all sincerity. But if there is no one who writes a letter to, I do fear that this issue will simmer in the hearts and minds of many. And if the Yeshiva will not explain its position, it may lead to a confusion which may disillusion those who have not experienced the authentic Lakewood and what it truly represents.
The Yated Ne’eman has become a forum for serious reservations and questions, a place where one can say y‘lamdeinu Rabeinu, without the ramifications of being called a chutzpinhyak. You have an open ear to Gedolei Torah and if you feel my gripe is legitimate, please pass it on. If not crumple it up and send it to the wastebasket together with the letters of the naysayers and nudniks of the world.
I think your adroit editing and skillful scalpel has turned anger and frustration expressed by those who may not be so articulate or powerful, into the words they would like to share and the thoughts they would like to express. I hope my letter merits your attention. So here goes:
In today’s mail, I received one of the most beautiful brochures that I have ever seen. It was large and white with the majestic logo of Beth Medrash Govoah on the bottom and the word HOME elegantly printed toward the top.
I truly expected to open it and see beautiful pictures of the Ir HaTorah, the place that indeed is the HOME of Torah in America. I really looked forward to opening it and seeing how my once humble HOME has so greatly grown.
I thought I would see a HOME of a yungerman, a few children playing, others learning while, the kollel yungerman is depicted writing his chidushim.
I thought I would see the HOME of thousands of cheder children and Bais Yaakov girls, — thin institutions built for Tinokes Shel Bais Raban.
Those are the HOMES that befit the Lakewood logo.
What I saw was something that surprised — even shocked — me. I saw pictures that mirrored the most affluent homes, in the most expensive neighborhoods of Long Island and Westchester. I saw homes that, for the years that I spent in Lakewood I was told were the antithesis of the Kollel man’s ambitions and goals in life.
I make a nice living and have a nice home. But Ribono Shel Olam are you asking me that I give $50 to win $12,000 of living room furniture? Do you want me to put $7,500 moldings in fly Dining Room when my table (which seats many children) cost abit under $1000?
Why is the Mosad founded with the philosophy of minimalism encouraging extravagance?
Nice things are not the worst crime; I enjoy them as well. But they arc fitting for the type of people that need them. Was this brochure sent to me as a mistake? Was it meant for the wealthy individuals who have an important function to impress visitors because of the influence they must exhort?
This brochure was not geared for millionaires who would be living this way. These were prizes offered to the poor fellow who will spend 50-250 dollars for a chance to add a “million dollar look” to his life.. Why?
To win a room that will only contrast his current lifestyle and entice him to ‘do the rest of the house”? To have his or her spouse nag for new paintings that will match the $12,000 sofa they just won?
Recently I received a Chinese Auction Brochure from another organization. It contained elegant items as well. But they all had a place in a Jewish home. They all had a place in even a Ben Torah’s Home. There were Menoros, and Leichter and Silver Bechers. There were beautiful Meggilos and rare Kisvei Yad, and elegant Mezuza cases. Indeed they were out of my budget, but I would love to win one of those prizes and proudly display my zeh kaili v ‘anveihu, There were trips to Eretz Yisrael to meet Gedolim. I was waiting to see a chance to win summer camp or Yeshiva tuition or perhaps a year of rent in the Ir Hatorah, Lakewood.
Those were the types of items I expected from Lakewood.
Aesthetically, I must admit, the Lakewood brochure was indeed beautiful. But its main beauty was not the homes, gardens, sofas, silver vases or the state-of-the-art appliances it depicted.
It was the pictures that were interspersed between the luxurious banalities of gashmiyus, The most beautiful part of the brochure was the pictures of the Yungerlight who are moser nefesh to learn — b’dachkus that were interspersed within the world that they will never see. I was even heartened to seepictures of the regal buildings that indeed are worthy and fitting to house the Limud HaTorah through with their stately kovod HaTorah.
I surely hope that when flipping the pages of the next brochure — when prizes will be offered in an auction or as a promotion to donors — and those prizes will be interspersed with pictures of Limud Torah and Mekomos HaTorah. We will be able to say Kiyam Bazeh ma Shekasav Bazeh!
Please do not print my name.
Wth Ahavas haTorah,
I remain, A Former Lakewood Talmid, who has its welfare on his mind.